I am now in a depression and feel as if there is no way to get better. I feel like I am frozen I don't know where to start to get help I need and want a job so bad. I just want to feel normal get up in the morning and be productive go to bed at a normal hour. I feel like there has to be a better life than this one I am living now. I don't enjoy anything or anyone anymore don't want to be around people I don't want to go anywhere because I don't feel like it. Can somebody tell me what to do first which direction to go I can't make up my mine about anything anymore I mean nothing. I know I need a doctor and meds as well I don't have anybody to talk to who will understand and not apply the stigma of being crazy. There has to be hope for me can somebody guide me in a positive direction?