I have suffered anxiety and depression since I was 35 years old. I currently take 90 mg. of Cymbalta and 20mg of pexeva. To sleep I take 20 mg of Clonapin and for the most part I do pretty well and most of my siblings have the same mental Illness. I have held down a great job since I Was 18. My Doctor say's it is all related to a Family gene and I will always have this mental illness. You can not get over this illness without taking medications. I tried several times and the results were bad. Face reality and realize that
it is not your fault and it is chemical related.