I recently gave birth to our beautiful little girl. She was 24 weeks 0 days gestation when she was born. I wasn't able to receive steroid shots prior to her birth. She has had a bilateral grade 4 brain bleed resulting in hydrocephalus, chronic lung disease, as well as a couple infections. She is 4 1/2 weeks old and still on a vent. She has coded twice. The doctors have been great in many things but they have also overwhelmed me with all the things that Bella will probably never do. I feel so overwhelmed with the NICU rollercoaster, and I was hoping to find others who have experienced the same situation before.