Emma is now beginning her third week (of 8 wk cycle) of Cytoxan. She continues to stay in remission even though she battled a cold last week for several days. That is a BLESSING!!! I thought for sure that she would relapse....but she didn't! Horray!!! She has not experienced any side effects so far from the new meds so that is yet another blessing! I think the worst thing about this, so far, is having to take her to get her blood drawn every week. Last week was interesting to say the least. I didn't want to lie to her about what we were going to do so my husband and I sat her down the night before we were going to take her and told her that we were going to have her blood work done in the morning. (This will be the third time she has had blood drawn and the last time we went she was such a big girl that we were both astonished!!) So, we figured better to be honest with her than to spring it on her once we got to the doctor's office. Well, we arrived at the doc's office and they took us back to the room. Emma sat in my lap and was doing great...............right up until they pulled out the needle to show her what they were going to do. She FREAKED OUT!!! She screamed bloody murder like someone was trying to kill her. She proceeded to beg (at the top of her lungs) to "please don't do this" kicking and flailing around like a fish out of water. I felt like mother of the year. My poor husband (who is sufficently wrapped around Emma's pinky) looked like he wanted to cry....or punch the nurse in the face....I'm not sure which one! I had to tuck her legs in between mine and hold her arms down while they stuck her with the needle. The nurse was great though, she got the vein on the first try and all Emma said was "ouch" one time and then she was fine. She watched them fill the vile with blood and never shed another tear. Afterwards, they put the giant cotton ball and tape on her arm and we were done. My husband and I had told her that she could pick anywhere she wanted to go for lunch and of course it was Zaxby's. She walked around that restaurant holding out her arm for everyone to see. She even had to rest it on my leg while she ate. It was the funniest thing ever. You would have thought that she had a limb amputated. We are scheduled to take her again tomorrow for her second round of blood work since starting the Cytoxan.....so wish me luck!!!



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