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johnnyH's journal
OH Yes I am still around
- By johnnyH · Posted March 9, 2009
- 49 replies
- It has been a while since I have posted anything. It has been very difficult on the family, especially the wife. She cannot handle it for nothing, so in a way she makes it so difficult. truly very difficult ...
Fingers are locking up
- By johnnyH · Posted January 17, 2009
- 29 replies
- Started to talk without making sense, hands are locking up, wanting for this wait to end as soon as possible, if only i can unplug myself. No more power, or power outage, hehehe. woke up at 2: AM started ...
It is almost here......
- By johnnyH · Posted January 11, 2009
- 58 replies
- Oh yes, it is approaching the end. The energy level has dropped signifinatly, I know I miss spelled that and this, frankly I cannot remember some lousy vocabulary anymore. I can feel the difference, It ...
It is the longest wait ever.
- By johnnyH · Posted January 1, 2009
- 8 replies
- Happy new year to all, I hope and pray, that a miracle happens to this world, and someone stumbles on THE ONE AND ONLY CURE. As you know , my time is very limited, I am so ready for it, the problem is ...
Sooner that I had thought!!!!!!!!!!
- By johnnyH · Posted December 10, 2008
- 15 replies
- I feel things are coming fast. It is ok, tonight the boys are taking me out for few beers. just a get together, we used to do that on a weekly basis. Anyhow, TERRIFIC Martinis are coming my way, and few ...
KILLING DEATH WITH A BIG SMILE
- By johnnyH · Posted December 6, 2008
- 20 replies
- NOT SCARED ANYMORE FROM THAT BEAST. DEATH I LOOK AT YOU IN THE EYES AND I TELL YOU COME, AND COME AS FAST AS HORRIBLE AS YOU WISH YOU BASTARD. NEITHER YOU OR ANY OF YOUR FAMILY MEMBERS IS GOING TO SCARE ...
IT IS MUCH BETTER TO KNOW "AHEAD"
- By johnnyH · Posted December 5, 2008
- 13 replies
- Now that the doc. said 3 to 4 months, then maybe, it is better to know ahead. So i have been thinking, now that I know, it feels freedom, it wont be an accident, a terrorist crap, a crane falling on my ...
NOW IT IS IN MY BRAIN!!!!
- By johnnyH · Posted November 28, 2008
- 36 replies
- I just had an MRI to my brain on Sunday, Wed. the doctor informs me that it is now in my brain, shows me the different spots, few of them, tells me I have between 3 and 6 months left. I have tried the ...
AND WHAT A YEAR!!!!!!!!
- By johnnyH · Posted November 22, 2008
- 12 replies
- OH yes, one day after easter, was diagnosed with lung cancer, what a shocker. Cant wake up from it yet. Funny I lived through a war back in the seventies, had few close calls with death, but , I guess ...