Well tomorrow will be a huge day for me. I undergo a heart catherization. So much is hinging on this appointment. It is such a weird place to be in today. It seems kind of morbid that I hope they find a narrowing or blockage...this would make all of the symptoms make sense. But, then there's the side of me saying I don't want them to find anything wrong...I don't want to have heart disease. I know, with all of the symptoms; to hear that there is nothing wrong is probably not a correct diagnosis. Just wandering if anyone else feels/thinks this way or am I going nutso?


