doctor said..

i talk to the doctor this morning about the bad shoulder pains and he said its all normal ,just healing .im so glad i found this site,it helps so much to reach out to others that have been where i am right now,or the one that are right there with me i know im not alone..at 42 its seems as if i am alone because everyone i know is going on with life working ,family and so on and im stuck,i think will i ever get my life back,will i get to go back to the job i love,im a cna at a skilled nurseing home ,and i think about it alot...i have to work my husband cant pay our bills alone.its been hard for him the past month...i pray every day that god will help me and let my body heal....guess im just down,and maybe as time go;s on i get back there..