Hello,
I would like to share my story. I will try to keep it short.
I was 43 years old at the time...a mother of 3 grown children and the worlds most beautiful grand daughter
In Sept of 06 on a wed morning I got up and had plans to go hot tubing before heading to work.. ( I was in pretty good health a bit overweight but not obese 5'6" about 185 and I did smoke) I was on my way to the hot tub and started to feel a bit of nausea.. I thought "hmmm maybe I better eat something?" I stopped and got a coffee and a few doughnut holes. When I got to the hot tub the nausea had increased quite a bit ..after being in the tub about 1 hour I flew to the bathroom and started vomiting violently for at least 15 minutes...now the pain was coming from the upper chest right between my breasts. I got dressed and went into work..I was in the Pharmacy for about 1/2 hour and ended up in the bathroom vomiting again..I was sitting on the floor at work and my pharmacist said to call my doc (we thought maybe the stomach flu, acid reflux or something) I drove myself about 15 miles to my doctors office and by this time I was crawling into the office feeling like I was giving birth to "Alien" through my chest..they put the EKG on me and all hell broke loose my PA says to me "you are having a heart attack of some kind" I was like "What the hell are you talking about" ended up at local hospital via ambulance 10-15 people pulling and poking at me I was starting to freak out) someone said Cath-lab to me and I started to have a anxiety attack (I have been a State Certified Pharmacy Tech for 9 yrs now) so I understood everything they were talking about ..I had to force them to give me Versed because I was flipping out and did not want to be awake when they put in the Cath...when I came to the cardiologist said to me "I have to send you to the Heart Center at Spectrum Health because I do not know what to do with you ...You have what is call "Spontaneous coronary artery dissection aka SCAD( my right coronary artery was twisting and ripping, inner was ripped, middle was in process of twisting ) he said we must hurry because if middle finishes twisting and proceeds to rip you will die" There was no blockage of any sorts at all... I was totally stunned and in shock because I still had no idea why. I was place in ICU at Fred and Lena Meijer Heart Center here in Grand Rapids MI ..I became a freak show to all of West Michigan Heart. No one had ever experience a SCAD patient that lived..They were pumping blood thinners and tons of other stuff through my IV and the blood was flowing right back out at the site of the Heart Cath..(what a mess) for 6 days I was a special guest in ICU ...they went back in through the Cath on the 6th day with intention of placing a Stent but to their total shock ..IT WAS TOTALLY GONE...healed without a trace....Now they really had no idea what to do with me..I was a freak (LOL)..
After extensive research into my medical, mental, and life history they came to the best conclusion they could...Years and years of suppressed stress and anxiety from a 20 year marriage of mostly "hell" (divorced now 4 years) and keeping it from everyone by wearing this "mask" of a perfect marriage and sticking my head in the sand...my body could no longer take it...They say "Stress can Kill" they mean it....
I now no longer smoke and most importantly I no longer allow anyone to walk all over me and I say what I feel when I have to and I have lost 55lbs (YEAHH ME!!) ....I have had a few moments of some high anxiety and ended up back in ER but there were no signs of it happening .....so I live each day to the fullest I can and pray it will never happen again...
Thank you for listening and if anyone has any insight or ideas on this please let me know
HUGS
Helen




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