I wish i could put into words how i feel right noe, in a way i feel like i am mourning the life i want and expected to be having at 24, i mean i sure never imagine at 21 i qwould get custody of my autistic nephew but that i could cope with becuase i had my health to get me through the rough days now i dont even have that, i look at others my age and i cant even relate because they always complain oh i have the flu or oh no i have an assignment i forgot to do becuase i went to the pub with friends well they shoudl be grateful they can even do those things, they are the things i should be doing. Iztarted cardiac rehab today and a 92 year old with a walking frame walked further than i did and i have 68 years younger please say i am not the onlyone that feels this way i feel like a cold hard old woman who is just nasty where did the loving sweet me go when did it all change and will it ever get better




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