This morning at 1am I woke up suddenly I have no idea why. My heart wasn't racing but I thought for sure I was dying. My left hand was asleep but I had also been laying on it :o( I burst into tears and immediately started writing letters to all my family, my baby girl etc. by 4:30am this morning I had 20 hand written pages done complete with my Obituary and Last Wishes. I didn't have any chest pain or real shortness of breath (other than when the crying became hysterical) but I did have that stubborn cramp thats been coming and going in my left shoulder for weeks.
Could it have been a heart attack or an anxiety attack? I've haven't had an anxiety attack this bad in years if that's what it was. I just give up.
I'm on Celexa and Ativan.
Edited December 12, 2008 at 8:54 am