Dear all
thought I was getting there ...... but major crisis looming
12 months on from ,out of the blue VF, ICD fitted . lots of probs as per usual but , that's our lives eh?
Been feelng incresaingly dreadful, saw my wonderful cardiologist yesterday and he thinks I have developed epilepsy. Would account for increased episodes of collapses and asocaited ucky consequences etc but this possibility is devastating.I have gone back to work full time, v demanding job and I have to be able to drive. I live in UK
I am scheduled to see neurologist next week , but think I shouldn't go. If I get this diagnosis then forget the job etc.
I am so sick of being a medical problem. I was never ever sick until the VF last May.
Father had epilepsy so told my cardiologst lots of untruths yesterday re triggers, how I felt before and after these episodes, just to protect me and my family's economic future. I knew where this was al leading
Please all any advice ? I am desperate
Help please
starting to think maybe ressucitiating me last May didn't do my family any favours




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