After being in the ICU for 3 days for a nitro drip which has to be monitored all the time, seeing my PCP, and then my cardiologists, this is what I faced. THe PCP and his rotating famiy practice resident (who by the way is board certified in psychiatry but left it because he could not emotionally treat anymore wounded vets.)
I thought when he made rounds, he asked me strange questions. As is, "are you under undue stress, etc."
Then my dr. comes in a says my heart is okay that I just need anti-anxiety drugs (read Xanax) to control that.
It gets better. My cardiologist in Houston did a cath last Thurs. Clean as a whistle. He says that he thinks I'm on the verge of my heart disease consuming me.
Well, hello! I felt like I might have the "big one" after he said that. I have 6 stents and an ICD/pacemaker which was pacing the whole time I was hospitalized.
I then explained to him that I had been dealing with this for almost 9 years and that I felt he and my other drs. were treating me that exact same way. You would think with my husband being an orthopedic surgeon, they would give me a little bit of a break. He, of course, thinks I should have had a bypass years
Maybe all they say is true EXCEPT there IS something wrong with my heart. Otherwise I would not be wearing a nitro patch 24/7!
I am on my 4th cardio, and I guess he's the best of the lot. Houston is one of the heart capitals as well.
Bottom line, I just need to "move one."
I am busy; I have a life; I don't need to move on.
A cardio nurse told me they have found small vessel disease to be as deadly as other heart problems, but research is still new.
BTW--I was hospitialized because I got in an "angina storm" with my non-heart small vessel disease!
Need to vent.




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