After discussions with the Dr.'s, we are proceeding ahead with caution.. I will have another Turb on This Thursday, yes two days from now.. To say I am a little apprehensive of what the results would be; is an understatement..I've known about it for about a week and said little; only to people I am close to.. As some will remember the Cysto looked good in Sept. except for one spot. The Dr. thought because of dehydration in early Sept. that maybe the reason for the irritation..Well FISH test came back with questions of suspicion of cancer cells again. I know there are many false positives in these tests so that made the questions to be answered even harder...
This will probably be the deciding factor on when I get the RC done. My DR. at U of M said if it showed its ugly head again; time to be proactive and do it...So we should know what to expect by early next week...Then I can plan some of the things in my life again; with the "new me"....The uncertainty of all these months just starts to wear on you...I have been dealing with this beast for 25 months now...It is time to move on and get with the "new me" . I am trying to prepare myself and go on with life .....
Just wanted to let you know I may not be on for a while after Thursday..
MY Best to All;
Arlene



