Crazy Weeks

Or, I guess I should say "krazey" weeks. Whatever. Sorry I haven't been on and reading y'alls journals and discussions..To say things have been hectic would be an understatement.

My mom came back from Korea, and doesn't start her new job in Texas till Monday, so she's been here..Again. And that leads to a lot of stress on my behalf. We fight A LOT and we both have that wonderful Asian temper to go along with..lets just say it's not a pretty sight.

School has also been kinda stressing me out. I'm not liking my classes, and one of my classes is literally nothing but lecture and tests. I am a horrible test taker, and 95% of my grade is all about my tests. The other 5% is attendance(and I don't even feel like keeping up with that, haha). I have midterms coming up next week, and I'm worried that I'm going to bomb them =/ I guess I should be studying instead of blogging, but I need some vent time.

There's been a lot of small, just everyday things going on to pile on top of those two stress points..ya know, lack of job, trying to keep up with things, and boy issues. I swear, things were so much better when I was smart enough to realize that boys had cooties and to stay away from them =p

I haven't been going to the gym like I should have, and it bugs me that I'm not going..but at the same time, I just don't have the motivation to go. I've been walking a lot more now that it's finally cooling down some, so I've kinda been using that as my excuse.

Things have just been so weird..I haven't felt like myself..I've been feeling...different, I suppose. Like, I don't want to do things I used to want to do, and I feel myself wanting to change. But is the change for the better? I can't sit still..I'm always looking for ways to get out of the house..I suddenly want a tattoo, haha. I want to go places that I would normally avoid..Is this supposed to my teenage rebellion kicking in 5 years late?I just haven't felt like me lately. Part of me feels like it's a good change, but part of me wonders just what the hell I'm thinking. I know that after the surgery, my doctors said that my hormones will go crazy for a while, and I dunno if this is it..If my hormones are just telling me to do these things, if I just suddenly want to start acting my age for once, and not be the adult all the time, or what's going on.

Who knows? =) On the plus side, I'm still eating healthy and haven't cheated =p And maybe I'll just go get that tattoo and see if that will calm me down some, haha =D