as i glance thru my inspire site, and message a new friend, i realize what a hypocrite i am. i know what i should be doing, i'm educated, a professional, heck, i was a licensed cna once upon a life time and i have a BS in psychology! i have chocolate in my cube and ate fried chicken for lunch. what am i thinking??? i can't stand to look in the mirror at myself without clothes, but i can't say no??? what a joke. looks like it's time to get off the fence and start really making an effort!!! maybe that is the benefit of this site, no one has to tell me what a mess i'm making, it will just hit me one day, like a big fat slab of bacon (yuck). is this the awakening??? i guess we'll know by monday.



