A couple months ago I had my routine CT Scan and found out that I have a 2.7 cm neuroendocrine tumor on my pancreas. The radiologist reading the scans looked and prior scans and was able to identify the tumor on those scans (the other radiologists missed the tumor). The good news is that it hasn't changed since 2005, but this came completely out of left field for me because of the tumor's size. I am going to NIH in a couple weeks and was able to get in the pancreatic study, but I was hoping for some encouragment prior to the visit.
I was reading a book tonight before going to bed and even though it was completely unrelated to all things VHL, there was a line that said the author has never known anyone to survive pancreatic cancer and that the mortality rate is 100% (Philip Yancey has researched thousands of cases of suffering for his many books, much of which includes people suffering terminal illness, so he wasn't just throwing out an uninformed opinion). Needless to say, I'm a little freaked out (so much for light bedtime reading). Obviously I'll get more information when I'm at NIH, but I'm hoping that someone's had pancreatic tumors and can offer some hope. I have two little girls, both have VHL; I just want to be here to raise them. That's why I get my scans--scans that showed the tumor earlier but the radiologists MISSED it several times!! Makes me want to go to med school so I can read my scans myself.
Anyhow, I don't really know how long the tumor has been there. I have had digestive "issues" since I was a teen; I've was told years ago I have IBS. I always feel unwell--tension headaches, tired, chronic muscle pain, stomach/intestinal upset. Now I'm wondering, could this be something caused by the pancreatic tumor?
Thanks.




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