I have been on tender hooks with this date looming in the back ground. I don't want to be weak and complain about something that half the marriages end up. I know me and I know that I will be hurting for a long time to come. I wish I was indifferent to what it happening in my life but that isn't the case. I am scared, alone and wish that I wasn't a burden on people.
I was lucky enough to land a job that keep me busy for a couple of weeks and helped the family with a good amount of money.
I guess I am afraid of the unexpected come this friday. It is foolish to be frozen with fear about the outcome, especially seeing I don't know what to expect.
Has anybody gone through this process?