My name is Shannon and I dont know if this is the right place to start... or actually continue looking, but i am at a Mystery Diagnoses stage in my life, am terrified, and really looking for anyone that can help me at this point. I know it's a bit long but anybody that thinks they may have some advise or can help Please Read!!
For the majority of my life I have had different medical problems hear and their, with pain being a big aspect, and as a child I was always brushed of as a hypercondriact. Doctors started taking me seriously once I was a teen and, while living in Jamaica temporarily, I injured my jaw. After some time it ended up deteriorating and finally needing complete joint replacement. About 5 years ago after one of my many surgeries things started really going down hill. I was sick all the time always on antibiotics, had severe pain ranging almost everywhere at that point and a whole lot of other little things that didnt really seem important untill now.
About two years ago, after seeing about 40 different doctors, and having to quit my job because I couldnt even work at a desk job at that point... I met a girl that was quite sick aswell. We talked and after relizing one to many similarities between us, she begged me to go get tested for Lyme Disease. I never remember getting bit by a tick but I used to work in a vets office and, had so many bugs bite me in Jamaica, I figured anything was possible. Low and behold I was positive for Lyme Disease and Bartinella (a co-infection). I was quite content at that point, I relized I was gonna have a tough road ahead of me but I was so happy I finally got a diagnoses. I knew I was going to eventually be ok... or so I thought... Boy was I wrong!!!
I started IV antibiotic treatment for my Lyme Disease almost 2 years ago and everything went down hill even more from their. I was seeing a Infectious Disease specialist in Tampa, it was a long drive but a good doctor was worth it. After 4 picc lines, severe memory loss, a heart infection, severe stomache problems, several hospital stays and no progress the doctor finally did what every other doctor has, and gave up, said he didnt know what else to do for me. At this point he had already determined that I most likely have had lyme disease for 20 years and it had gone to my brain awhile ago. It seemed like an exceptable diagnoses untill all the treatments that were suppose to work, failed miserablely and actually made me worse. The lyme disease, especially for that long, just didnt make a whole lot of sense anymore, specially when the treatments didnt work over such a long period of time.
At this point in my life Im 23 years old and have been pretty much stuck in bed for the past two years, terrified that things are only going to get worse. Although I have severe pain in almost all my joints, I stopped pain pills over a year ago because for some reason medicine doesnt seem to have much effect on my body... No matter how much I take it usually just doesnt work. My mom is undergoing chemo now for breast cancer and is actually doing real well....I wish I could help her more but at this point she is doing better than me. People ask me my symptoms and since some come and go it's usually a two page list but to sum up how I feel on a daily basis..... It's usually me waking up sometime in the afternoon to tired and sore to even get up. When I eventually push myself to do so, I do as much as I can but usually end up lounging around the house with a constant migraine, heart palpitations, shortness of breath, dizyness, numbness in my feet, light headed, nauseaus, no appitite, constant UTI symptoms, severe sweating and chills, no tolerance to heat or cold, muscle spasms, trouble balancing walking down stairs, pain and cracking in all my joints, blurred vision, only have a BM about once every 10 days (with medication).....It pretty much feels like I have a horrible flu and got hit by a bus 24/7. Although my memory has improved a bit and has come back from when I first lost it in the begging of treatment, my long term memory is ok but as for my short term its embarrassing. When I have a conversation on the phone I have to usually ask the person the last time we spoke and what I had said (even if it was earlier that day), usually people just deal with me repeating myself. When it comes to night time its tough to fall asleep with all the anxiety and pain.. but once I finally do I just wake back up the next day to experience it all again. Besides the symptoms I pointed out off the top of my head in my daily life, the doctors have told me that during, and since the lyme treatment I had developed endocriditis (vegetation now healed), diabetes insipidus, hypertension, potassium difficiancy (comes and goes), thickening of my small intestine (trying to figure that out) and although it's said to not be of concern, several lesions in my liver along with a enlarged spleen.
With all that said I am left at a point where im clueless on what doctor to go to or what might be going on with my body...Whatever it is I cant give up because my doctor has...I know deep inside their has been something wrong and I know if I stop trying its the end for me. Im thinking about going out of state since I have had not much successs with South Florida doctors.....But at this point, not thinking its Lyme Disease, im just hoping their is someone out their that can maybe relate or give me some advise to point me in the right direction. I need a proper diagnoses I just dont know where to go or what to look for at this point.
Thank you for reading and anyone with some (serious) advise or help would be greatly appreciated.
-Shannon






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