living with Multiple Sclerosis

I have been trying to send out a discussion for a long time but it would not let me. I just sent a short one and bamb it went through. Will this one go through or not I do not know. It said 13 did not go through before. Right now I feel like I am looking at a world through a glass door. My life is slipping away, and I am letting it. I keep putting up with negetive things from people and I crawl into my bed and lay there...I know I can not stay this way, it is just to unhealty for me. I am loosing weight, I am letting myself go down into a hole. I need to find a job, I need the money and I need to be around people...I am not going to make it if things do not change. CD