Hi everyone I had a unscheduled check up a couple of weeks ago my doctor was away on family emergency. So I saw his stand in I have been passing blood from the cervix. When he examined me he said he could feel a good size lump seemed to be between the cervix and colon. I went for a CAT,CA125,and pap all came back fine, When my doctor examined me this week he could not feel a large lump but two medium size ones. Nothing is showing up on any test, he said the only way to find out for sure would be to go in. "surgery" I ask him about doing a scope and he said since I am all most 100% mesh they can not scope through it. ugh! So he is going to wait 11 weeks and see me again. He said he does not want to go in unless something shows positive that my prognoses will not be any different this week or in 3 months I will still have to have the same treatment. So sorry I have not been posting. My home life has been turned up side down, my husband and I separated but he is back his is addicted to prescription pain meds. we are working on getting it under control. This caused my depression and anxiety to go out the roof, I have had to go back on medication for it, I took an over dose of medication and they had to put me in the mental hospital. Just pray we can, and save our marriage. We are waiting now to see if he will have back surgery. Just wanted to up date you all on me. I am staying positive and just taking it one day at a time. Thanks to all of you for your support and prayers go out to all that are undergoing treatments now. Love and Hugs Dove



