** Originally posted by keryanne **
I know....just lovely, right? Hence the little white fingerless gloves. The skin on my palms is just sooo tight all the time. The burning and itching sensations that come and go are just icing on the cake. Can't stand for anyone to see this.....with new blisters (like today) I look contagious. With clearing, I still look like a burn victim cuz the redness does not go away. The questions, especially,"Oh my god, WHAT DID YOU DO??" are just annoying. I didn't DO anything!!
At least no one sees my feet, just my occasional limping!
Wishing and wishing for relief!!!






** Originally posted by keryanne **
OK, so derm today as previosly posted. Was not expecting a student to come in after the "nurse/aid" and ask me his own questions. He politely asked permission, and I obliged, showing him my hands. But nervously asked if the doc was here today! Doc came in after with 2 of his colleuges. Now I have 4 of them, with nurse included, and man, did I feel like the freak show! Got over it quick and actually grateful, cuz now I had more experience right there in the room with me.
the docs all agreed with my original derm's diagnosis...palmoplantar pustulosis. Asked if I would be needing the biopsy as he mentioned last visit. All agreed, no, due to history,and just simply by what they were seeing. Telling you all, I was glad to hear that cuz NOT crazy about any cutting going on with my already tender and sore hands/ feet. My derm said the worsened feet were actually part of a sure diagnosis.
Great convo...lots of questions asked and answered ( I had NOTES mind you) and biggest question of all was, " do you have other patients with this diagnosis? Are they any better? Is there any hope for me?"
Happy to hear the answer was yes to all three. Shot of Kenelog steroid, and cyclosporin to follow up. Bloodwork in 2 weeks. Back to temovate as topical with hopes it wiil have better effects working in conjunction with these steroids.
He explained insurance wants to see at least a trial with these types of treatment before approving, say, Humira, but assured me we will take all steps until I get some relief. Must be patient, and " try to limit use of hands and feet." He actually said this with grin, understanding how ridiculous it sounds. Oh, what I have taken for granted!!!!
Here's good news...the site of shot in arm actually hurting worse than my hands or feet right now! (baby, that's got to mental, cuz these appendages are not pretty!)
Side-note...have told no one else this info, cept husband basic details. SOOO grateful for this forum, cuz it gives me chance to just get it all out with ppl who can RELATE!! Not to mention a wealth of info that impressed those docs today! Fingers crossed, for myself and all. :)