This whole thing with the Sarc has me more than a little lost. I don't know yet how to process all of the information out there. I'm trying to understand this disease and what it means for me.
I was diagnosed at the end of July. At that time I had been having abdominal pain from endometriosis, and had a CAT scan done. There were no granulomas in my abdominal organs.
Hard as it is to admit, I attempted suicide at the end of August. The first and last time I will ever do that. But when I was taken to the hospital another abdominal CAT scan was done because I had been having pain on my right side.
The Intern tried to get by with telling me that the CAT scan was "okay". When I pushed him, he admitted that there were granulomas in my liver and kidneys. I tried to get him to tell me what was on my lung ex-ray but he just slipped past me with that one, just said he couldn't tell me since the radiologist hadn't read it yet.
Everything that I can find online says that Sarc in the Kidneys is rare?! If so, what does that mean to me? How did it form in only one month?
I've been having some urinary problems on and off. My primary says that it's probably just chronic bladder infections and put me on antibiotics. Should I be concerned that it could be something more?
If my sarc is moving that fast, what does that mean? What are my chances of surviving this?
I'm scared out of my mind.
It feels as though there is a lump in the muscle in my arm, is this my imagination? It's a focal area of pain in that area, where I felt it. Am I just going crazy?
I don't know what to think anymore.





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