I hate feeling like this, i feel sore all over and all. I think its depression, cause i have trouble sleeping and i dont wont to get out of bed cause its the same old same old everyday. i hate feeling alone i feel like my family doesnt understand me, they tell me im being dramatic and to suck it up. i just want to yell at them you know im trying too, but its hard sometimes, when you know your not yourself, and you notice people looking at you differently. it hurts, i just wish i was my old self again, i feel like im always going to be alone in this yeah i have my family and friends but it would be nice to have someone who kinda knows what im going through.....well i guess thats all i have to complain about for now, and if whoever reads this thank you and sorry you had to read my whinning......but thanks again sometimes it helps to vent even about the dumb stuff....



