My Indolent Masto

Wow how this disease has changed my life..so much so, I no longer recongnize the wife, mother and friend I once was. I can longer have the dinner ready, kids clothes set for school, groom the dog didn't know I was allergic to him and our two cats! had to part with the cats can bare to part with the dog ..he is my baby and has epilepsy..they would put him down, Or he would die of heartbreak..I won't do it! I can't go far from home when I can breathe, I have to carry a back pack full of meds everywhere and Epi pens on hand. I can barely breathe without crying and have no much time to rest in the middle due to so many doctor visits..I was the person who kept the ship afloat, now I'm the baggage down below. I try to do the things I used to but still haven't fully recovered from last episode. I walk like both hips have been gone for 10 years ..very very slowly lol but once I get going don't let me sit down. I has affected everything in my world and sometimes I don't know what to do with my lost soul. I was a funny person and laughed all the time .I have excellent friends and right now they are there for me and I love them for that but It is affecting them all!!! Thay are sad all the time and don't know what to do...anyway I am going to pass out at the keyboards here cause I have taken my meds for the night and they are so kicking in on the sleepy side...love you all and take care to have a symptom free day@!!! Cocoa

AKA Colleen Miller