It all started when I was about 10, I passed out in school and my mother took me to the pediatrician who told her "it was my hormones" and she should just make sure I had breakfast in the morning...
After that, I started passing out maybe once a month for a year or so, then less frequently, eventually there were times when several months passed without an incident and times when I passed out repeatedly every day. Then they figured out my sugar was low, it wasn't "sometimes it drops" so much as "its constantly under the normal level" and I only passed out when it went even lower. They ran every test they could think of and eventually said "she'll be fine after 18, it 'must' be her hormones" aka: we have no idea and can't look anymore.
My family that happens to have a hospital at their disposal scheduled monthly tests to be ran on me, hoping they would eventually find what was wrong, this degenerated into getting tested for anything and everything every few months.
Today I'll be 23 in a couple of months, my "passing out" has somehow managed to fizzle my brain in such a way that sometimes I wont remember 15 minutes, other times 15 years. Sometimes I "wake up" from having fainted and I wont be able to see, or hear, or move my legs, or understand language. Sometimes I wont even faint and my memory will be lost, or I will "spaz out" and when "brought back" I wont know anything that went on during the "spazzing".
The only thing doctors here have been able to figure out this far is that some substances make me faint or have a personality change or lose memory. Basically they've been running a sort of "trial and error" marathon each time I go visit them, just so they can "safely" use me as a guinea pig. At this point, my organs (pancreas, liver, spleen) have deteriorated to the point I will soon need a transplant, my bones are somehow splintering (particularly my femurs) and they think I'm having an "early onset" of Alzheimer's..
So far, they are clear on the fact that all of this is being caused by the hypoglycemia, what they have no idea about is what's causing the hypoglycemia itself.




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