Well monday seen my twin sisters lung specialist for me to be screened with pet scan spiral of lungs.... because we are identical twins...well he said i allready had one a few months ago hmmmm whats with my memory....he said lungs look excellent, choloestrol and artieries are goos bllod pressure 98 over 65 excellent. of course im very athlectic ride bike excersize, and walk 2 miles a day and some slight weigh lifting..and a heatlhy diet.....i dont drink except social very rarely.....he then talked about my twin, reality sucks.....................but im dealing with it, shes in denial and tells people she will be cancer free forever after chemo and radiation and will live to be 80...... well god bless her her dr said they told her the facts but she hasnt accepted it blocked it out, he knows she still get intoxicated every night but told me let her enjoy the time left......and believe she will live forver so i do...good to have hope even in denial, my twin and i have been spending quaility time togeather....having fun...and praying togeather with god soooooooooooo special.......im enjoying every moment with my dear twinny......and i will be there for her thru the thick and thin, she starts her radiation and chemo next week,i will take care of her.....the dr told me betty in in really bad health and the cancer has spread outside her lung in a secondary turmopr, and in many lympth nodes......he said this will givwr time but not much......i dont tell betty any of this........hey shes thinking positive.........and thats good...they did brain scan and waiting for results they are also doing raiation on liver and adrenal ect....her memory has gotten worse......and constanly repeats herself god bless her i love her so much.............i was going to get my head shaved with her but she was happy about it then one day she came to me and said she didnt want me to do it for she wants to see my pretty hair and know some day she will have pretty hair again....so its good what ever makes her happy, im on a misssion to buy her all different color baseball caps with pretty embroidery of positive fun sayings......any way im doing 1 day at a time with god........im sickened by all this and horrified to see how she does with radiation and chemo....... thanks for listing jugs Barbietwin...