My husband loaded all of our videos from our video camera onto our computer. I sat here this evening and looked at all of the video clips from when Zane was born and from his stay in the NICU. I found myself so completely overwhelmed and in tears. His sluggish body movements and the the "grunting/squeaking" sounds he made as he tried to breath, to the nurses trying to find veins for his TPN, teaching him how to "nipple" from a bottle, his days of phototherapy, wishing we could hold him but unable to...we have come so far!! What a true miracle he is!!!


