Naomi, you would be 6 months old today, I cant believe it, 6 months ago today, Mommy had you oh so early & I am SOOOOO sorry. If only I could have prevented having this STUPID preeclampsia that made mommy have to have you so early. If not, I would have had you at home with me and you should only be about 3 or 4 months old, so tiny so little, or you should even be home now with me and be going out trick or treating with mommy, oh how I cant take the rest of these days, the holidays are coming up, not easy for anyone else im sure but this is no way that mommy saw this year and these holidays, without you, yet youre still in my heart & everywhere I go. Mommy doesnt want to do anything today, but just sleep the day away, I wish i can sleep my whole life away in fact, I miss you Naomi, so much.



