I hope it is OK I joined here. I am not paralized. I do have a spinal injury that has changed life as I once knew it. It was 6 yrs ago and I am finally just trying to find some support online.
I hope I am posting this in the correct area.
- please allow me to explain my injury.
- here is the medical summary
L1 - L2 - L3 - L4 - L5 & L5 1 ( or maybe it is L5 a? not sure now ) gone! blown out - ruptured, herniated - ruined! Those things in between all our disks ( spacers I think is a slang name for them ? ) they are all either gone or bulged out in to all the nerves from my middle spine down. The nerves are all twisted and messed up and it's like a ball of twisted elec wires.
I also have degenerative disk disease, spinal stenosis, arthritis, and spinal spurs.
My right knee needs replaced and both my hips have spurs and degenerative arthritis. Oh so does my right knee.
SO after much PT, massages, chiropractors, tons of other "cures". I just went through the whole battery of tests again and things are progressing - down hill.
Same issues, just getting more involved. More pain issues and more numbness issues.
Any ways ... ( sorry I am long winded lol )
I have not had surgery for any of these, as for the first 5 yrs I had no insurance and fought like crazy until I finally got some now. However NOW things are such a mess, the out come of surgery is not a positive one. Maybe I could be worse off after surgery
Not a chance I am willing to take ( right now any ways )
I am 47 yrs old - my children are raised, so thankfully I don't have that worry.
Here is one of my reason for seeking out support.
If I go into a wheelchair "voluntary" then I have a chance of stopping/slowing down the nerve & disk damage being done. I can still walk - it just hurts A LOT!
It's so hard to know what to do. Do I keep fighting past the pain and hope for the best as far as damage control goes - or I do accept this as what it is for now and sit my rear end down in a chair
It's being left up to me by the medical people.
Also a very big concern of mine is when I am sitting in any chair for long - like 1 hr or more the very top of my legs ( like right below my but end ) throb really bad and then the pain gets even worse from the throbbing. So if I go into a chair, well that won't help the pain from throbbing - right?
Can any one explain the throbbing to me?
I want you all to know, I doubt I will find support here, and I don't blame any of you. I am pissing and moaning about having to decide if I should or should not go into a chair and I am sure each of you would give up anything to get out of yours.
I feel like such a wooze.... and won't be upset if I am ignored. Thanks :)




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