I have been in pain for at least 30 years. It is like I don't know what it is like to wake up and it not be there. I have learned to live with it for the most part. I have so many things wrong with me it is crazy for me to take pain meds. I do on the days I can not even move.
I am diabetic, have buldging disc desease, degerative arthritis, fibromyalga, HepC, my liver is basicly just hanging on, the list goes on.
The pain is more intense now and I hate the thought of having to take more pain medication. I have taught myself for years to push through the pain but it now to a level that I just can't do it any more. Being an addict and being clean since 1979 still makes me leary of getting hooked.
I know that I stay pretty positive most of the time. Just have to believe that one day there will be something other than a drug that will help. Ya always gotta have hope.




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