Hi
l'm Lucky and live in the uk. l have had Cancer 4 times
My first cancer was breast cancer with axillary node involvement. l had a radical mastectomy followed by six courses of chemo and 28 years later l'm still here.
My second cancer was Ovarian cancer stage 3C in 2002. l had the usual operation where 'everything was removed' followed by six courses of chemo and my CA 125 remained at 14 for four and a half years. lt then started to rise and reached 169 but l still had no visible evidence on Ct scans. The Oncologist treated just the marker level in the end commenced me on four courses of Carbo platin chemo as l had responded well to this the first time round. The marker dropped to 20 and remained there for 13 months and then the same pattern started again. l am now monitoring the marker by monthly bood tests and it has now risen to 97. l have had CT - PET scans and again no visible evidence of recurring disease can be seen. l have had a Laparoscopy with biopies which were also negative. So at the moment l am playing the awful waiting game. The Oncologists believes the cancer is small and is situated in between the layers of my bowel but he want s to see it on a scan before treatment this time.
He has told me when the marker reaches 160 he will treat me with chemo again but if something is seen on PET scan l will need a major bowel operaton.
l understand this but l can't get it off my mind and find it very stressful. When l read some of the letters on this site l feel very guilty as a lot of ladies have suffered so much and here's me waiting for things to happen.
Has anyone else experienced the same?





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