i had uc and ostomy surgery in sep 2005.i got back home march 2006 been a long long hard road.as for suicide naa that would hurt .thought about it but chickened out to painful.oh i weighed 311 when i went in big like dan blocker aka hoss cartwright.was less than 100 lbs when i came home.maybe this will be good for my sanity.thank you all.



