I am so tired of being a 'medical mystery.' I had a form of Crohn's (my doctor called it the 'simmering' kind) that puzzled all my doctors. I'd have barium swallows, colonoscopies, CT scans with IV contrast, blood work, that would show only minimal narrowing, but then they'd open me up and my insides would be a mess -- massive blockages (usually caused by adhesions), lots of infection, etc. Yet none of it ever showed on tests. I started averaging resections every 14 months, no matter the maintenance meds they put me on (and I've been on every Crohns med on the market). Then this blood clot that seemed to come out of nowhere and broke into several pieces, stitches inside me that kept falling apart (the tissues inside me woudn't hold together). I still have pallor in my right ankle and lower calf that no one can explain (that was the leg that had the original blood clot). Then I get my lab work results Friday and my platelet count is suddenly really high, at 520 (415 is the upper range of normal) when the week before it was 260. And my PT level (I'm on coumadin) jumped, so now they want me to reduce my daily coumadin intake to 5 mg from 6 mg. But my doctor has no explanation for the jump in my platelet count, which is hugely worrisome since that has to do with how well your blood clots, and it was a blood clot that ruined my life 7 months ago. Sorry for the venting, but I'm just getting SO tired of all this. I'm tired of being the medical weirdo and doctors never having the answers. I don't expect them to be gods or have all the answers. I know no two human bodies are alike, but dammit, why does mine have to be so nontypical and screwed up?




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