I have been relapsing now for about a month. I have another month to wait to see the other kidney doctor, that my kidney doctor is sending me to. I am sooo tired all of the time and it gets old. I sat on the couch all weekend and didn't get up. I just wanted to lay there and sleep. I am tired of being so tired. I don't want to do anything! I have a ton of swelling and wake up with a funny looking face! I find it hard to keep up with anything. I just want to feel better, but face the harsh reality that I probably won't ever feel %100. Nobody seems to understand that either. My Dad keeps telling me to wait to have kids until I get better, but he doesn't realize. It only gets worse. I need to have them before my kidneys start to fail. (right now they are fully functioning) I don't know why he has a hard time with that, but he does. Needless to say I am tired and fed up! I just want to feel good. I guess I take the good days I get and be glad. I know it is selfish and others have it so much worse, but day after day it gets old. Okay, that is all needed to vent!