I am feeling down. All day I have felt tears welling up, they have yet to spill out but damn I am so overly emotional at this point. I am so thankful that I like my job now and I don't mind being there even when I am sick. ( I take care of kids) They make me smile and while I am taking care of them I don't care how I feel. My stomach and legs are just so swollen right now, it disgusts me. It is just that I feel super unaccomplished in life and here I am again at square one with this disease. I am the type of person who likes to take care of others and be there for them but I feel like I can't even be there for myself right now.




