Well, I have to have a cone biopsy done and not quiet sure where that is going to lead. I am scared and don't want to worry my husband. I have 4 kids and my worst fear is being told that I won't be able to go through the experiences everyone hopes to go through. I am new to all of this. Up until a few weeks ago, I had no idea what might possibly be going on inside my body. And nor did I really mind. I have not been told that I have cancer but the possibility that I could be told scares the crap out of me. I watched my grandmother and mother both die at an early age and I do not want to have my kids go through that.


