First would like to appoligize for miss spelling, Im a terrable speller and am on a new computer, havent figgured out how to spell cheak on it yet so bare with me...About 8 years ago I got diegnosed with abnormal paps. Been doing coltoscopy scapings every 3- 6 months ever since. They told me its a very agressive and there not sure were it came from cuz there is not sighns of hpv. I got vaccenated after I found out about the abnormal paps, hoping that I didn't, already have hpv.Three years ago was diegnosed with pre sighns of cervicle cancer cnn2, I just ended up doing treatment the way I always do with the coltoscopies. I really didnt understand what my dr was telling me when she told me that I had cervicle dispasha and at risk of first sighns of cancer due to my mother dien from bladder cancer and having to nurse her at the same time I was going through this. They caught it in time before it spread to other regions. A year later I got diegnosed with HPV, the cervicle cancer strands. I asked my dr if they were the same thing and she told me the abnormal paps and the hpv were two seprate things occuring but the same desease. Witch just confuses me, I trust her though so I just continue with drs orders of every 3 to 6 months going in for coltoscopies. Its getting harder to fight off infections. I am getting bacterial infections more frequently for no reason at all and I get sick more often. For the last 5 years been having Fibermuligia like syntoms and syntoms of hormonal changes that no one really can figure out whats actually going on. 4 years ago I had my appenex taken out and the dr that did the surgery told me in privet that this was not the end of my health problems, that I was going to be back in the hospital sooner than expected and to go to the gyno, then walked out of the room. Still to this day don't understand what he ment by that other than whatever is occuring didnt come to a head or was to recent to do anything about. I'm tired of being sick and have had enough of dr visits and medications that don't work for pain. I feel the pain is a syntom of this hpv spreading or something related to this. Since its so hard to fight off simple infections anymore, I want to invest in other treatments but I don't know if or what I quallify for. Or if there really is any better option out there. Dose anyone know of any? My gyno is horrable with this, she makes it so uncomfortable to speak to her about this or even tell her anything personal. I stay with her cuz I feel she caught my desease before it advanced into a bigger problem and am so scared to go anywere els. Can't bare the thought of going through all this all over again. I thought if I can get some advice on were to go and what to ask for I can have a higher success rate in finding a way to live comfortably/ cure it before it turns into cancer.