Hi everyone,
This might be a little long.
I was diagnosed with an aggresive stage 2A Squamous Cell Carcinoma and one of my margins at the vaginal cuff was very thin. I just completed 23 of 25 external radiations (I developed painful side effects and they stopped my treatment, but they did say I got a very good dose of radiation). I am scheduled to begin 2 HDR Brachytherapy treatments. The first one is in 3 days. I've seen where a lot of you have 5 or 6 treatments but for me, it's only 2.
I haven't wanted this from the start (either radiations) but was told I'm in a "gray" area and 3 different doctors told me I need this because if it comes back, it's very difficult to treat. One specialist told me that this is the treatment he would have his wife do under similar circumstances. Obviously I'm not a doctor and I want to do the right thing, but my GP is one doctor who is telling me NOT to have it done (he is not an Onc though). He says the side effects outweigh the benefits for me because even though my margin is thin, it's still clear. In fact the last time i saw him I was telling him about my pain and he said "you can stop this anytime". those words keep echoing in my head.
Has anyone here declined Brachytherapy? I am TERRIFIED to put it mildly. I just turned 38 and in good health, physically fit etc, but right now after the external radiation, I can't seem to have sex with my husband. It is so painful and possibly TMI here, but it feels like it won't go in (agh sorry). Like it actually just doesn't fit. I am terrified of the potential side effects of this. Bone problems, Necrosis, vaginal stenosis etc.
Has anyone decided to forgo this treatment? What was your experience? I'm interested in everyone's thoughts.
Thank you.





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