Last night I found myself up until about 1am... I've taken on better structure in my life. Better choices and better ability to do so. Resources and support... Is this recovery? Is this getting my life back? Is is this just me finally living it? Such tramas were so long ago.. and I'm in a better place inside. When the world isn't falling apart what does one do? I guess what one must do, is just simply learn to enjoy the life you've made for yourself. Built and keep building. The growth never has to end. Nor the success. Or the simple notion that...it's not all black and white and it's okay...to be Grey.