I haven't posted in years...

Literally! I had a life changing moment in May of 2011 and after June... I guess I disappeared. These past few years have been the hardest of my life. No I don't have cancer, I'm not sick, nothing like that... I'm just waiting... for what? I'm not sure. How long... seems like forever. Why? I have no answers. Everything I thought I knew... wrong! People I was close to... gone! Its just me. Standing in the need of prayer.

Why did I stop blogging? Why did I stop writing? Why is this so hard for me? I'm unsure, but what I am sure of is this... someway somehow someday...

I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of my living!

First of many more entries....