ever want to scream, ugggh just bipolar mania mind, sucks, racing thoughts, just not touching reality have so many thoughts .. tired, cant sleep just sucks everything sucks right now. i want it all to stop, to just get off this rollar coaster spining wheel thing ... i don't even feel like a real person and i get words in my head and they wont go away and i totally trip out on words they sound so foriegn.
anybody else ...



