Not sure where I am going . . . have a sinking feeling I don't belong here in upstate New York. Have one "good acquaintance" and a few people who "feel sorry for me" (not comfortable with that at all). Have a another few people who are "civil" to me out of politeness (glad no one is actively hating me here! LOL!) Realize that what is good for one person is not necessarily good for another, wonder if anyone has any places they can recommend I visit. Not comfortable being alone. Should I try internet dating service for "relationship-oriented" individuals? Should I go to a travel agency, although I am on a fact-finding mission rather than a vacation. Or, do I NEED a vacation, so that my head could clear? Look forward to your replies . . . Thanks!