I have already posted in depression and PTSD most of my story. I guess my big problem when it comes to everyday life is getting motivated to do anything at all. I can say for certain if I didn't have two kids, that I wouldn't do anything much each day. My issue isn't that I don't have the desire in my heart to do better, but even on my "good" days I find it very difficult to Complete the tasks I know need to be done. I wouldn't be here writing now if I didn't care or have the sincere desire to live differently and retrain my mind somehow, but so much I've tried just hasn't worked or been effective for long enough to help. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired and it's more than I really want to accept or believe. Transparency is easy when I don't have to actually see the person I'm confessing to! Oh boy.....I hope that hope still exists for me. My kids deserve a mother who is whole and healed from mental disabilities. Anyone else have sucuss stories?