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Not sure if I want to write anything today. Feeling lost and out of touch with reality. Dad feeling ok... not in too much pain. He and my Mom went to the oncologist last night and the doctor still doesnt want to rule out surgury just yet.
I hope they can get it and cure my Dad.
Is it selfish to want this to all go away for my sake? I feel like i dont have control over anything that is happening and this all feels like a run away train. I just want to get off.
I feel like a horrible son...