I looked at my sister today and wondered if this would be our last Thanksgiving together. She was really coughing bad and breathing hard. She is scheduled for chemo Monday and I think at least that will buy us some time or I hope so. I am concerned she has a pneumonia again. Her best friend came in today to take her to her next chemo and spend some time with her. I am hoping this will help her spirits. I am grateful my sister is still here but it still is a sad time to me. I had not been crying as much but I have today and I feel bad for doing it because I am trying to live in the moment but it is so hard!


