hello everybody with my last journal i posted i got alot of responses thank you to everyone for that. i need some help my mom told my aunt the other day she is tired and ready to leave this earth, what can i do? she told my aunt shes scared to do the chemo. i want to respect her wishes cause she is the one feeling the pain i cant even begin to know what she feeling. but i want to fight for my mom she has had a fever for 3 days and she wont eat anything. but after i read all your replies i had so much so hope. i even been reading on line about alternative things to do. i heard about flax oil in cottage cheese and blue green algae pills. can someone tell me if they have used any of this and have they had sucess? or any other alternative things you can share with me. mw and my family are willing to try anything to keep my mom here. she is just 56 years old she is still young and im only 27 i havent had my mommy around long enough . please if any one can give me advice or just support i need it. im not ready to let her go and im not giving up without a fight i love her to much. thanks monica