lord I love you, but I don't want to go
though I know it's not up to me or even the doctors I see
Is It wrong for me to want to stay
even though I know they wIll be ok
I love them so much it breaks my heart to think
they may not have there mommy one day
what about my daughter and the angles that she bore
cant I have some tIme to love them even more
what about my daughter that's not even out of school
I can't even ImagIne what that little soul wIll do
and then there's my son how tough he likes to act
I want more tIme with him to see that develish grin
what about my mom how will she hold on
what will she do after I have moved on
my husband the love of my lIfe
how wIll he go on wIth out his wIfe
am I beIng selfish to beg you to let me stay
and what about the promises that I have made
to let you use me in any way
even though some days I do stray
but If I have to go
I have only one request
that somehow they know I did my very best
If I have to go
can you tell me one more thIng
are there really wholes in the floor of heaven
and will I see them again