I'm very very nervous because I botched up the last time I went back to work. I've basically been off work for a year. I was able to go back from Mid-March until June, but I had my third surgery in July, so I've been off basically since the first of July. I botched up the last time because I got very insecure. While I was out the first time, my coworker took over my job and then didn't want to let go of any of it when I got back so I didn't feel I had anything to do. Very unnerving when you are working on a grant and in order to keep your job at the end of the grant you have to have been DOING something! Pray i don't let my nerves get to me this time. I'm excited to be going back, but just so scared I'm going to screw up again. I only work part-time now, too, so that adds another stress factor.
Thanks for your prayers! I know some of you will understand this apprehension. :)
Hugs!
Lorie
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