I can't claim NED yet, I even asked. They saw a hazy image in my left lung (still find it amazing that my lower lobe filled in where my upper lobe was), but it could just be left overs from radiation (that ended July 1) or from a bad head cold I am just getting over. It was in a straight line so more then likely residual from the radiation. AND their is fluid around my heart. So I get to see a cardiologist for an ECHO. So now I have an oncologist, cardiologist, urologist, proctologist, gynecologist and a podiatrist. Add on to that a dentist ant that is 7 "ist" that I know have. I know this isn't perfect news, but it's not "worst" new. I go back in a month for a x-ray and two months for another CT scan. I am trying not to let this get to me, but damn, I wanted that NED so flipping bad. Well, there is always next time. Think I will take a hot bath, listen to Misko play the piano and just relax.
Blessings,
Barb




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