Update on Seka 08/23/2009

I just thought you would like to know… Seka is in the hospital agene as of Friday, 8/16 with severe mouth sores, elevated fever, tired, weak and no energy to do anything, it was even hard to swallow her own saliva. Also a burning feeling In her mouth and throat. She was in horrible pain for the last 3-4 days, she couldn’t even talk, it was so painful plus she was trembling so much that she couldn’t hold a glass of water .
I was in a hospital all day yesterday. Her blood presser is very low so they are giving he liquids to get it up . They also mentioned that there is nothing more that could be done, we have a choice … life support or Hospice Care?? He husband is with her now so that he and Seka can talk to her Dr. this morning …. but my feeling is that life support is going to be out of question….My poor baby is not going to make it much longer. .. I am not in a great spirit!!
My heart is broken forever. She is my daughter, my best friend and all I have, don’t know how will I be able to continue without her??

Sorry to be disturbing you with this but I just need to vent…
Sekas, mom, Rada
Love and hope for all "Ladies of Teal"


08/23/2009
PS. My Angel with teal wings, I so wish I understood afterlife. I know there has to be something better. … I just can’t except it… I miss her so much it hurts so bad… I will love my baby forever … It is the hardest thing for mother to have to do…
Love and hope for all !!!
Sekas, mom,
- Rada